This week has been an unlucky week for. Been feeling depressed, i had to even cry myself to sleep. Even my family don’t even care, i feel invincible, i feel lonely and depressed. I feel stupid to make something so small a big matter. Im at the verge of losing the girl whom i love,so beautiful with cute face of her’s when she smile, and her laughter that warms my heart open. She’s perfect in so many ways. With her hug and kisses which feel me with lots of love. I miss her. I know i was stupid, i was an asshole a jerk. I’m not gonna give up and let go off everything, im trying so hard i really am. Im sorry for everything i have done.. Im breaking into pieces.. I know she’s not reading this but if she does i just wanna let her know that yes i was stupid i didn’t control my anger. I created the mess, im sorry and i will always love u.. If i die today, i rather die loving u than someone else. Because my heart only belongs to you. My mind is asking me to commit suicide. I just hais..