This is the story about a girl I’ve met and loved for 4 years. To some time is just a number, to some love might not be eternity. I never took love lightly. Love is something i give fully and I only give my love 100% and never less. Truthfully, I have met the girl of my life. Too others it might be early, but not to me. How can i be certain? I’m not god but I know myself and I know that I never regret being with her not even a second through the hard times and I never stop loving her no matter what. Honestly, times haven’t been all 100% ups. There were a lot of rough times indeed. Shits happen, heart-broken, exchanged in harsh words, hurting each other. I wouldn’t be the person I am without her. I was trash to say. I was rubbish to the society a nuisance, she changed me to become the person I’m today. I haven’t been the perfect boyfriend for her or the perfect prince. I hate myself sometimes when i even hurt her. I know ever girl wants the perfect love relationship with the special someone. And sometimes I know I failed to be one. I don’t blame her for saying shitty things about me or whatever. Because everyone knows that she is okay without me in her life. I fear of losing her every single day. I don’t need a girl who could walk like Rihanna, Have big boobs, look like Mila Kunia. I just wanted a women who is beautiful, cute, adorable, sweet, funny and smart in my eyes, i know i found the women. One day i would just love to look at her walking up that aisle and tell myself that it was all worth it . I’m sorry for always having a short-temper and blow up every time. I still love you, the one promise I have always keep in mind “I will never stop loving you & I will never let you go even though the worst times”.
"We must use time wisely and forever realize that the time is always ripe to do right." - Nelson Mandela